her father was a celebrity to her
she believed he was to the whole world
big beyond big
important beyond important
and he chose HER!
they were closer than close
they had secrets
they had plans
never mind what happened at night
look the other way
don't think about it
don't feel
and in an instant it was over
all the fame, the glory, the specialness
in came the solitude, the abandonment, the ordinary
don't think about it
don't feel
it's over
was it an illusion?
the promise a lie?
what did she do wrong?
turn ugly? turn bad?
i'm sorry dad
